Yes or No

I keep going back and forth. Some things say I am and some say I'm not. I was thinking about it this morning and I was like...so either I'm pregnant...or I'm not pregnant. Wait...that's it. Those are my only options, and obsessing won't change the answer. Not that I am going to stop obsessing. My cervix felt open this morning. I don't know what that means but I think it means I am not pregnant. But I had a sore throat and my temp was up this morning and that means I could be. They have a term for what I am in now. 2ww. I hate it.